Depressed

Jessica Naomi

Don't know why people take advantage of me...
People I consider my closest friends, cant even trust my own parents.
I'm feeling like no one accepts me
I'm not what society considers a "beauty"
Hate what I see when I look in the mirror
So depressing I cant even except myself
The way god made me, I'm disappointed in u..
Why did u make me like this?
It's true god, I cant even live with myself
Does anyone give a damn?
Will anyone hear me cry?
When my lifeless body is being put 6 ft under
Will they finally turn their heads?
When I'm not there will they finally realize how impotent I am
When I'm gone will they continue to point their fingers and laugh?
Stand over my gravestone and realize I wasn't all they expected mex to be..
Can't satisfy anyone when I'm alive or dead

So what's the use?